Just walk on and be happy.
"Home… hard to know what it is if you’ve never had one Home… I can’t say where it is but I know I'm going home That's where the hurt is

I know it aches How your heart it breaks And you can only take so much

Walk on, walk on Leave it behind You've got to leave it behind"

I hate this.... You wanna know how I spent me weekend? Not shopping, not driving nuthing. Wanna know what happened?? You proably don't but hey whatever.

Lets see I was sitting in my room trying to clean my room, oh yah i'm not allowed in my room, anyways I acdientlly turned on the heater but then I turned it off really fast. Well so then my dad came upstairs and asked if I turned the heater on and I said accidently yes so he fuckin' freaks out like a fuckin' asshole. he shoves my CD tower down and starts throwing them at me. So Then he goes to all my dressers nd takes his hand and shoves it all off of my dressers. So then he breaks my fav thing. My smiley face cookie contanior. and starts throwing the broken peices at me. Nuthing hit me soo I have no proof or anything. Cuz i dodged everything. So no marks to prove anything so I look like some liar if I tell anyone. And who would belive me? I mean everyone thinks he a nice guy and everything so what am I supposed to do?

Well I only have 9 months left till I turn 18.... I can't live on my own though it sux. I've never gotten a job. I've always been the spolied girl.. I hate this... And i can't leave my mom..she'll be alone without me. Shes truley my best friend in the whole world....I hate him for making us both feel bad...I wish my mom wasn't so sick so she could get a job so they could get a divorce...It would get rid of him. And it would just be me and my mommy....That's my perfect life.

Oh yah and he blocked my Screenname so I can't IM people. how fun is this? So if u try to IM me and i dont answer its my dad not me. Don't worry I know his password and and change the parental shit that he put on my name. I swear hes a fucking psyco.

So i figured out how to make this better. Just act happy. I mean when they see you hurting they win right? Well he won't see me hurting. Mabye I will but not so he will know....I mean I already cryed yesterday in my room....I can't cry over him I can't even cry. I wish I was someone else that would be brave enough to show there true feelings. But now I'll just suck it up and be happy.

hugs and cookies~

~ME

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Najeah. 18. Bluenette (Blue and Brown Hair). SXE. Community College. Single. Unique. Weird. Bad Speller. Spoiled. Graphic and Fashion Designer.

LOVES
Penguins. Bono. U2. Music. Friends. Writing. Britney Spears. Versace. Paris and Nicky Hilton. Sleeping. Eating.

Hates Mean People. Bratty People. Abuse. Energy Drinks. Bunnies. Avril Lavinge. Justin Timberlake. X-tina. Mirrors. American Eagle and Ambercrombie and all of those other shitty stores.

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