So shitty would be good right now.
Yep me no write.

Life has been shitty. Actually if life was shitty it would have been a whole lot better.

I failed 3 outta 4 of my classes. Which means guess who got kicked outta college for a semester? ME!! Yahs. Not like I care. I never wanted to be in college.

Still haven't told me parents. I should since college starts the 12th but I won't be going.

I wrote a letter to myself. *something I do to get stuff outta my head* And I wrote how worthless, empty and feelingless *is that a word?* I feel. And it was like three pages long on how I don't feel like living anymore because I have no will to live. And i left it out *stupid* And my parents found it. So now I'm on like watch patrol. And they have been extra nice and My dad let me go to the mall twice and gave me Three hundard dollars each. Then the next day asked me if I thought he was trying to buy my love or something like that.

Blah Blah. He can contuine to buy my love as long as he buys me the $150 Dooney and Brouke bag. *spelling?* I'm such a label whore its great.

Well i guess I got that going for me. Unlimtess spending. With my new credit card. :} I'll admit I'm spoiled Yes I will.

This is getting to be long. New years was shitty. I got to work with my dad at this one store. Wooo. Missed Stephs and Sarahs brothers party. Alladin was supposed to work for my dad on new years but he cancelled at the last minute. So I'm about to go to stephs and my dad makes me come there. Then yells about my new hot pink fishnet shirt and leather pants. Benny got them for me lols. Well he didn't actually get them for me he just gave me his discount. whatever.

hugs, love and marshmallow Peeps~

~~ME

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(2004-01-06)(12:00 a.m.)

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Najeah. 18. Bluenette (Blue and Brown Hair). SXE. Community College. Single. Unique. Weird. Bad Speller. Spoiled. Graphic and Fashion Designer.

LOVES
Penguins. Bono. U2. Music. Friends. Writing. Britney Spears. Versace. Paris and Nicky Hilton. Sleeping. Eating.

Hates Mean People. Bratty People. Abuse. Energy Drinks. Bunnies. Avril Lavinge. Justin Timberlake. X-tina. Mirrors. American Eagle and Ambercrombie and all of those other shitty stores.

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