Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone than to cry all alone

"Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone than to cry all alone."

I fuckin hate this.

I HATE how i'm always the fuckin happy person and everyone thinks they can fuckin walk all over me like it doesnt matter. I'm just sick of everyone coming to me for there fuckin problems but nobody even fucking cares if I cry or whatever. Everyone just cares about there problems.

Why doesnt she like me what if she doesn't like me I really like her i think I love her.

Guess who I'm talking about?

Ya you know.

Guess what people?? WAKE THE FUCK UP??

life is not fuckin over if allie doesn't love u to death. Yah i will admit I wuv her shes a good friend. But you'll talk it so fuckin far. Yah i know u like someone it hurts if they dont like u. but just life goes on. Belive me I've had shit happen too. But none of you know about it of course cuz nobody fuckin asks. If one day i fuckin kill myself no of you are invited to my furnel. U can all cry and shit.

I only have one true friend my mommy. and guess what shes FUCKIN DIEING. Ok or you happy? my mom is dieing and I'm all alone. no-one. have fun.

no hugs or cookies today

~ME

"Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything."

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(2002-11-30)(12:25 a.m.)

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Najeah. 18. Bluenette (Blue and Brown Hair). SXE. Community College. Single. Unique. Weird. Bad Speller. Spoiled. Graphic and Fashion Designer.

LOVES
Penguins. Bono. U2. Music. Friends. Writing. Britney Spears. Versace. Paris and Nicky Hilton. Sleeping. Eating.

Hates Mean People. Bratty People. Abuse. Energy Drinks. Bunnies. Avril Lavinge. Justin Timberlake. X-tina. Mirrors. American Eagle and Ambercrombie and all of those other shitty stores.

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