I DON"T WUV HIM!!!!!!!! NOT AT ALL!!
Wuz up every1. Ok if anyone reads the guestbook or tiff's diary. Jeezzzzzzz. I can't even have a crush on a nice guy and then people think i'm opssed with the dude. He's a nice person. Who care's?? But every1 thinks my world revoles around him. yah he's cute, yah he's nice. BUt i don't think he likes me. So it endes there you know? Besides I can't ask him to snowball cuz I can't go. So stop pestering me. And so i can't ask him out who cares? I'm shy and stuff. can't i even be shy without people fucking around. And today he shows me his picture and lisa is like oh who's that. And someone(!!) says oh thats her boyfriend. ADn then i'm like no were just friends. and tiff's like they are always flirting and stuff. Like were both always hanging all over each other. do not. Thats what the boy that sits by his girlfreind all the time does. augh! Next time I have a crush i'm keeping it to myself and not telling anyone.

This is just for steph~~ THROWING CHAIRS DON'T COUNT!!! LOL!!! (thing btwn us)

Well anways 2day our english group did our trial. Mrs. Isreal said we did great. Yeah! Every1 said Miltion deserved an oscar! Whcih he did. He was really acting it out. He was the proscuting attorney and i was the deffending attrney. It was funny.

Well anyways pretty kool day.

I"m listening to my O-Town Cd. Listening to my deppresing song "shy girl" Its the coolest song and if u ever wanna know how i am around guys i like listen to this song! Its kinda sad. OH well writing this has made me sad now cuz when i talk about any of my crushes i relize that i'm not ever going to get the guy that i like. None of them. Never have never will. Like i was about to shot myself almost crying in the L-Room with steph. Augh! I can't cry. I never do. My eyes were just watering and i almost dropped a tear like I'm doing right now.

Well i gotta go. Sign the guestbook once. If it says page is not there don't go back and sign it again cuz then i'll get muliitple entries. Something about my guestbook isnt working and i can't go and delete entries. Cuz my computer is being a f*** head. bye bye bye

HuGs AnD cOoKiEs~

~~ME~~

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Najeah. 18. Bluenette (Blue and Brown Hair). SXE. Community College. Single. Unique. Weird. Bad Speller. Spoiled. Graphic and Fashion Designer.

LOVES
Penguins. Bono. U2. Music. Friends. Writing. Britney Spears. Versace. Paris and Nicky Hilton. Sleeping. Eating.

Hates Mean People. Bratty People. Abuse. Energy Drinks. Bunnies. Avril Lavinge. Justin Timberlake. X-tina. Mirrors. American Eagle and Ambercrombie and all of those other shitty stores.

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